sigh

so today marks 29 weeks of being pregnant!! great big milestone!!! bellybaby is growing!

today marks 2 weeks since going to the doc for a routine chck and being hospitalized....

(& 5 days since being sent home!!)

sigh. today  means the end of the 2 week safe window since the last negative ffn test

 (which if negative gives u a 99 % chance of NOT going into preterm labor for the next 2 week..).

nervous. that 99% gave me peace of mind. 

and today is a day im trying desperately to hold on to the sweet promises of God..

and remember the miracle that this little life inside me is..

trying desperately to trust God in me because i feel alone...trying to trust all will be well....

trusting the Giver of Perfect Peace.

42 more days. seems like a lifetime.

Psalm 55:22

22Cast your burden on the Lord [releasing the weight of it] and He will sustain you... He will never allow the [consistently] righteous to be moved (made to slip, fall, or fail).