36 beautiful heavy hot tired wonderful weeks pregnant!
so relieved so amazed in awe of our awesome God...
humbled to be carrying a new life...a gift from my creator...humbled to know He hears my heart.
miracles do happen.
trusting still for a healthy strong babygirl...Gods promises!
"a warrior of peace"
this morning is warm and hazy..we are snuggling as you drink your morningmilk...
your 2 yr old legs seem so long to me this morning! so creamy and white and spri kled with a few freckles..you little toenails painted red...your little girl nightgown is a bit big and hanging off one shoulder ..o ava your pudgy arms are wrapped around my neck and your soft silky golden curls smell so sweet pressed against my cheek. your lashes are so dark against your cheek and your eyes so blue as you look into mine..silently asking me to sing again. every now and then you snuggle evn closer, throwing those long legs over me..and as i lay here..with my big little girl andmy little bellybabydoll inside me..i wish time could just slooow down..just a bit...i love you my sweet girl.
cant b elieve its been 8 weeks since i was hospitalized for preterm labor!
when dan and i heard the doc say bedrest for at least 6 weeks we couldnt even fathom how that would be doable...and look!
8 weeks have come and gone...some days easier than others but we survived!
my sandman has been amazing...from turning into super superdad...to serving me meals in bed...always remembering what i like.
and my parents are here everyday taking care of us!!
especially my sweet wonderful strong momma! her patience and strength amaze me...hoping that one day ill be even close to the genourous thoughtful relentlessly strong and sweet mom that she is to me...
well....here we are...july 20th...35 weeks pregnant!!!! my heart is so thankful to still be growing this little belly baby inside me!
and to be celebrating my beautiful boy....
Happy Birthday Jack Sullivan Johnson!
You are 1!
my sweet boy! i cant b elieve its been a year since my water broke in the car on the way home from target...1 yr since your natural painful exhilerating wonderful birth!
a yr since the 8 weeks you spent in the nicu...at childrens in bosoton and in newburyport....
1 yr since you captured my heart my little bear cub..my explorer...my sweet defender of the faith.
i love you!
my sandman makes me breakfast and coffee every morning..in the middle if getting all 3 kids breakfast and cleaned up..then hes off to work ..most days with out eating anything himself.
he rushes home from busy days at work just in time to pop babies in the tub ...sing some songs..jammies on then ..off to bed ...and once again is feeding me...
its the little things you know... last night our bedroom was so hot and i was contracting and miserable and he brought me some freeze poops and a cool cloth for my face... my tough guy sandman.. wiping my brow...:)
and my favorite thing is no matter how much rushing around hes doing..
he always slows down for a kiss goodbye...and snuggles the kids before leaving...