45

45 Days till 35weeks..

 im safe at home in my cozy nest...

sharing my time between my quiet bedroom

and the lovely bed the sandman made me in the living room so i can be part of family life!

ava and jack are growing!! and im so happy to be here to watch` it....

the toughest thing though is not rshing to scoop up a crying baby.....or trying to reason with  almost 2yr old ava...about why i cant get up and "ring around the posie...'

but

45 days to enjoy my little family from a bed...45 days to pray over my bellybabydoll...and help her grow...

45 days ...trusting. believing. knowing God sees  me..hearing my heartbeats...