dear ava blue,
i know you hear things different than i do..
you process tactile.. audio..visual .. vestibular ..properception different then me..... things even taste different to you!
.. i know you are bombarded every day with sensations that confuse your smart little brain and disorganize you. i know that means you like to crash into pillows and spin and spin and spin...
running is a relief for you and squeezes make every day better.
so we can spin whenever you want.. and i will turn down the "noise" on the radio so we can dance to silence...you can wipe off my kisses and i won't feel bad... and if you want to wear your winter hat with the ear flaps into july .. its ok...
i love you my sweet fierce happily chaotic gentle bluebird. my sensational girl.