Friday, July 8, 2011






so faithful. so thankful.

blessed beyond measure.

 overwhelmed with the Goodness and Grace of my God.

 He is for me. sigh.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

15

"15"

short wonderful days til 35 weeks.

Friday, July 1, 2011

so really.  so blessed.
my sandman makes me breakfast and coffee every morning..in the middle if getting all 3 kids breakfast and cleaned up..then hes off to work ..most days with out eating anything  himself.
he rushes home from busy days at work just in time to pop babies in the tub ...sing some songs..jammies on then ..off to bed ...and once again is feeding me...
its the little things you know... last night  our bedroom was so hot and i was contracting and miserable and he brought me some freeze poops and a cool cloth  for my face... my tough guy sandman.. wiping my brow...:)
and my favorite thing is no matter how much rushing around hes doing..
he always slows down for a kiss goodbye...and snuggles the kids before leaving...
its the little beautiful things.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

nostalgic.

so far in my life ive been pregnant for 234ish days...ava west ....
245ish days... jack sullivan...
& 224 days...and counting!

knowing this is our last baby - the final piece to the puzzle of our family makes me happy...excited about the Lords plan for us....the possibilities in our beautiful future....

but knowing that this is my last pregnancy...
the last time ill feel the secret thrill of carrying a new life before any one else knows...
the last time in my life ill feel my body grow and change to accomadate a beating heart..
the last time  to feel the joy of the first movements- 
 and the glorious sound of thump thump thump thump...
i love being pregnant ..( even with this last pregnancys complications..)
i love my  curvy belly and i relish the cravings for silly foods and the tiredness and all that goes along with it.. its such a miracle and im going to miss it...

but o to see our little ones face and smell her sweet smell!
nostalgic. excited.

Monday, June 27, 2011

Saturday, June 25, 2011

25

"25"

25 days left till this beautiful bellybaby doll can arrive
( @ 35 weeks....safely-ish...at the birthing center ..not a big scary boston hospital..)





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Wednesday, June 22, 2011

31 weeks pregnant.
bellybabydoll weighs 3 lbs 13 oz.
growing good!



                               Ava West is 2 years old!!!! cant believe it...my sweet little miracle!!!!




Tuesday, June 21, 2011

time



time.does not fly when your waiting.
BUT
today im thankful for
 body pillows
& my sandman sleeping next to me at night
& watching ava run run run back and forth across the living room till i say wow! veerrryy fasttt
& jacks sweet snuggles...warm litttle body
& bellybaby dolls rolling movments
 & my curvy pregnant belly
& grilled cheese
& big living room windows with the sunshining in
& papa bear and mommy
& peace in my house
& lots of hugs and kisses.
and time. because it does tick by.

Monday, June 20, 2011

30

30

so exciting. 30 left till 35 weeks pregnant!!
these days are going by a bit faster now...ive gotten into the routine of just ...laying...not easy!!!!
excited about the future of my little family.
thankful for my wonderful papa
and my sweet amazing husband.
spent this fathers day just so thankful.
peace in our house this morning.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

love after bath before bed time with jack...reading books snuggling....

And then I say a little prayer,

for sweet dreams, and a courageus future for my little man.

I say Amen & roll over so his chubby cheek is pressed against mine

and inhale deeply.

I love the way he smells.

like a baby.

like possibility.

like hope.

like my son.

jack! your gowng so fast! almost a year old!!!

I smile and give him  kisses all over his face.

Then I pull his body in closer

wrap my arms around him,

and thank God for these moments.