Saturday, May 28, 2011

wonders to be marveled.
last night whileing in the worst bed..trying to sleep amidst all kinds of hospital noise...beeping..shuffling..then i heard it!

a beautiful pure baby cry....then a sweet tearful mamas laugh...and a little lullaby played over the speakers...a new life.

and suddenly i could sleep....
dreaming of my sandmans warm strong arms around me ..
and sweet avas sweaty curls rubbing my cheek..and jacks chubby little feet happily resting on me....
sleep sound belly baby...u have a beautiful mornings in your furture.

xo

Friday, May 27, 2011

well..its been a year since my last post...and what a crazy wonderful year!!!

last may i was 6 months pregnant..and this may.....yup! 6 months pregnant!! i know...i know...just saying God has a big plan!

jack sullivan was born july 20 2010..and is a beautiful sweet sensitive little guy curious about everything!

ava west is almost 2..and just about the most precious girl...a comedian! full of joy!

baby girl is due aug 24..but is giving me trouble!

day 3 of hospital bedrest started for me today...ill fill in later...like i said...
won derful...


crazy.

Friday, May 21, 2010


so my little blue bird is 11 months old! and my bellybaby is 28 weeks..
i cant believe my life!
ava is such a sweetie. her favorite things are walking holding on to me of coourse! and stopping at whatever catches her eye.. then up to explore some more.. when we sit together - if i laugh .. she tilts her head.. then laughs back.. the game can go on forever.. so fun. its so funny.. before becoming a mommy - i couldnt imagine.. now.. i barely remember my life before i was dans wife and avas mommy.. such love!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Samuel 2
1 Then Hannah prayed. She said, "The Lord has filled my heart with joy.
He has made me strong.
I can laugh at my enemies.
I'm so glad he saved me.
2 "There isn't anyone holy like the Lord.
There isn't anyone except him.
There isn't any Rock like our God.
3 "Don't keep talking so proudly.
Don't let your mouth say such proud things.
The Lord is a God who knows everything.
He judges everything people do.
4 "The bows of great heroes are broken.
But those who trip and fall are made strong.
5 Those who used to be full have to work for food.
But those who used to be hungry aren't hungry anymore.
The woman who couldn't have children has seven of them now.
But the woman who has had many children is sad now because hers have died.
6 "The Lord causes people to die.
He also gives people life.
He brings people down to the grave.
He also brings people up.
7 The Lord makes people poor.
He also makes people rich.
He brings people down.
He also lifts people up.
8 He raises poor people up from the trash pile.
He lifts needy people out of the ashes.
He lets them sit with princes.
He gives them places of honor.
"The foundations of the earth belong to the Lord.
On them he has set the world.
9 He guards the paths of those who are faithful to him.
But evil people will lie silent in their dark graves.
"People don't win just because they are strong.
10 Those who oppose the Lord will be totally destroyed.
He will thunder against them from heaven.
He will judge the earth from one end to the other.
"He will give power to his king.
He will give honor to his anointed one."

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Thursday, April 22, 2010

so my little bluebird does not sleep.
she falls asleep.. goes easily into her crib ..
then something happens.. she realizes mommys not in the crib.
so she wakes.. and screams.
all night every hour or so.
daddy sleeps through it. me and my big belly do not. sigh.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010



beautiful day with my beautiful girls

Friday, April 16, 2010


o the adventures of avalla.....

yesterday we went to the doctors and ava had a tramatic expierence while they were trying to collect a urine sample....so in my hurry to scoop her up and comfort her i slapped the diaper on her and got our stuff together... not bothering put her little undies on that match her dress.. anyway -

here we are trucking down the long corrider from the doctors office to the hospital lab..

my big belly...ava on my hip.. my very stylish but oversized (fabulous) diaper bag.. a urine sample and a half eaten luna bar in my hand....singing to cheer up my poor little bluebird...

when a lady stops us and says quietly.. " i think your leaving a trail...."

i look behind me and to my horror i see a trail all right..

5 or 6 little tiny ava size poops.....

her diaper was off and her bare bottom was hanging over my arm...

o the joys of motherhood...

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

sweet


I can’t hold my sweet little bluebird baby and not feel God. In her chubby little fingers pressed into my skin, her sweet milk scented breath against my neck…She’s everything true and just. The definition of a blessing in its purest form.
I am filled with gratitude for all the ways my God has worked in my life – but today - most specifically for this magical, warm little person that is asleep across my chest at this very moment.
God is so very good and I’m holding proof.