so this is the 1st Christmas in 3 years that I'm not pregnant...!
sang breath of heaven for the 20th Christmas Eve service....
love the silence tonight...wrapping a few last gifts...adding bows ..
enjoying the solitude..thinking about how Mary felt once Joseph got her all settled in the warm stable...expectant....
tonight I feel expectant.
in a whole new way..
ready to walk in my new calling..expecting great things..